Some people would think I'm crazy, I'm sure, for loving this place so much. I know many people who can't wait to get away from here and move on to the real world, outside "the bubble." Which is all fine and dandy; if we all stayed forever there just wouldn't be room for anyone else to come! But I am glad that God knows me. He knows what I need and what I enjoy. And He was merciful enough to let me stay twice as long as I had always assumed I would (assuming all goes the way I am now assuming it will...).
I had thought I was probably done with ballroom. But then I got to compete in at least 1 event in the next 4 Dancesports, I got asked to fill in for someone on the spring team at a performance just after I graduated, and I got to be in an awesome show piece for my dance-major friend. And, of course, I got to marry someone that I will hopefully always get to dance with, even if we forget all the "real" moves.
I had thought I was done having friends, essentially (I don't make friends easily, haha). But then I got to tag along with Chrisser to all his dance stuff, which is where all my friends were, and I even made a couple of new friends among the ever-changing group of dance people. And I got to marry my now best friend, so I don't have to be afraid of being completely friendless anymore!
And even though I hadn't thought I would be done with Gospel-related experiences, since those can be anywhere you bring them, I am glad I still get to have the Provo variety for now. I am especially glad that I get to be here to witness the renovation of the Provo Tabernacle into the Provo City Center Temple. I definitely had a soft spot for the tabernacle back when it was such. I was in a University Chorale concert there my freshman year, several of my stake conferences and firesides were held there, I loved the architecture, and I loved the pioneer heritage that it had. I was devastated when it burned down and elated when the renovation was announced. But even when it was announced, I thought I would be gone by the time they even started working on it. And now I might even still be here when it is completed!
Once again, I am so grateful that my Heavenly Father is watching out for me and is leading me where I need to go. I don't know where He will take me after Chrisser graduates, but I am confident that it will be somewhere where I can be happy.

